Proud Cousin! Congrats Angel!

  Im so very proud of my cousin! hes acomplished so much! and going so far in life he is a straight A student works hard saves all his money. reaches his goals in life, cares for his family and loves us all so very much hes a great cousin, brother,son, grandson,and freind, but most of all my cousin angel! i love him so much and so very proud of you for graduating high sschool! your going to go very far cant wait to see whats next to come of you :)

Summer Is Almost Here!

 With just 22days away till summer is officailly here are you guys as excited as i am? im working out everyday and eating right i dont want a repeat of last summer. that was the worst for me ill be sharring my workout tips and what i can here on my blog so follow me on twitter so we can tweet back. follow me on twitter


 Remember to stay safe do what you can and what works for you! and drink tons of water! good luck and go push yourself!

Happy Memorial day, Thank You!

Happy Memorial day thank you to all the brave men and woman who do so much for us all. It means the world to me, my dog, friends and family! you all are all soo ahmazing and so very brave!

Advice From Rob: SEX

lets talk about whats on everyones mind oh yeah i went there lets talk about sex lol! ahhh have fun.

Where Ever I go.

We all here those sayings where people say "ugh i hate my family" or " you cant choose the family you were born into but you can choose your friends". I remember a qoute in middle school my art teacher gave us "show me our friends and ill show you who you are"

 Shes was a kind and smart woman. I always say and i mean it, that the people that are around me ill always care for no matter what with all my heart! no mater if things get rough ill be there for them no matter.Once i say ill potect you im there! i can have no money in the bank no food in my fridge but ill be there with open arms hugs and my llife and love and anything i can to be there.

 Freinds become your family. I remember growing up seeing people in gangs and knowing some of them had no family, that was there family. as bad as it was that really its there family bad or bad or good they protected one another no mater what they made a commitment! or when teens are in "cliuqes" at school thats there family, some look forward to going to school just for that, i know i was one of them. i Iwould see it first hand and then some.

 Life has this fun way of saying "hey, your not alone" I have my dog my friend marco told me that my family is what i make of it no mater what anyone says. Hes right! he told me lucy and i were family! also who ever i alow into it just like Marco,kike& juan are my new family ill always protect them! and as for julie eliu patty saul milo elizabeth yesy brenda franka and alba. were a family just like my real biological family is. and i love my tia lupe tia yoly teresa and jessica.

So the point is no mater where you are or who you are it doesnt mater what people can and will say about your family. if your happy with your dog or your kray friends well, then thats all you need and no ones aproval.

Im a lion i will always protect my cubs no mater wha.t till the end of time where ever i go. ill always be there for yous guys no mater what I hope yous know youll be with me where ever i go on this roller coaster life of mine.

Truth Heals,Denial Hurts.

  When so many of us are conflicted with eaither telling others on how we truly feel or on admiting something to ourselves, we go on with the old saying to others and in our head with "truth hurts"

If you can admit to yourself that what is right is right and what is wrong well.. is wrong then you can heal your self. most people cant tell the truth from a lie. Ill admit it I was one of "those people" I lie to pretend its alright but its not and I did for so long if i just say im sad or hurt then I would be healing my self in the process. but since I never did and said "Im fine, Everythings okay" that  wasnt healing that was hurt. I would have been best to say how I felt, like that other old saying "the truth will set you free"

Next time someone tells you "truth hurts doesnt it?!" you can raise your head and smile because you know it doesnt. It will hurt more to the person who is in denial.

A voice

we all have a voice.
weather we know how to use it or chose to share it is up to us we can say what we feel out loud and screem and say waht we feel but we have to use it!


when were scared our voice gets lost in the mixed of our emotions and life its self aamong other things. we lie when we dont know we are angry with the ones we care for we hide behind something that isnt us. we have to own it at everytime anytime and speak up on how you feel if you dont you will just wash away in the mix of it all and fade oh so very fast with everyone. then you are not you.

so next time you feel something on your mind, you feel hurt or sad or mad or even you need to stand up for yourself do so its a voice within its YOU.

So Small..

   We shouldn't judge to fast move to slow or act on what's right to slow. Life waits but it does not stop. It heals but it can not be perfect. You can dream, but can't sleep forever. We can make mistakes but as the people we are we can make plenty and grow from what we did and learn from how we act.     We can see someone fall, but we will be there bandaid. If they choose to run when all you wanted was to love and give smile it's okay, it happens everyday. Sometimes we have to just have to...    Move aside, let them fall make there own mistakes wether it be the one you love, the one you love as a whole, the one parent that left you, the child you want to help, that stuborn neighbor that yells at you, that girlfriend that cheated on you, that boyfriend that Hurt you, that friend that pushed you away, or even the family or pet that left you. It's up to you to go ahead and cry your eyes out have your moment to be sad for a while then get back up on that rollercoaster and buckle up!     All you can do and really should do is smile and say to yourself all you want is best for that loved one you care for And Wish them the best. they may come back, or they may not. But sometimes you just have to remember all the good times no mater what! (it will hurt but it's all apart of life it's emotional, but in due time it's a learning experience for us all)      You can fight till you know it's just the end, then you can go on and say "at least I tried" but always do what feels right in your heart follow your heart. It's the best feeling in the world. - Dont forget to smile, love Rob.

It Happens Everyday.

 life...It isn't allways what we dream of. Or what we see in those movies or on that tv show we watched since we were kids or even the books we've read about all there lives.    life, it's rough or as a very ahmazing friend told me, "lifes a bitch!" as I sat there right next to my friend in the car in tears. Talking about our live's I replied back with "I think it's time we be a bitch right back!" we laughed and shared a big hug and a few more tears and went home.   life, it's a rollercoaster. Thease past few weeks have been one he'll of a ride for me in my life. I've opened up like never before. I have feelings and emotions i never knew I could even develop. Let alone have. I've broken so many walls I didn't know I had cred my eyes out as if I was about to die, got angry mad happy ran around like a person with no sence of what I was doing. I knew what I was doing but didn't know why I just didn't give myself time away from everyone. My intentions are good, my heart in the right place. But emotinaly I wasn't me for so long I held it all in with a smile and laugh. I was always so confident for everyone in life so happy for them all, so strong so loving so everything! I was living for them in my eyes i was Doing the right thing But i did it too much at times it was overbaring. I didn't mean it but it was all I knew as A thank you!    Life's a rollercoaster, we go up down and netrual. I thought i hit rock bottom before but nope this was it! I lost so much. But gained way more. Love,a new family & new friends, a new life and growing up. And so much more as I will go on with my life in a bag.   Life As We Know It, you can't ever thank that one person enough or repay them for what they have done. But to say I will always be here miles apart or days away I'm here to do it all for you! Thank you and I love you oh so much! Cake! And to all the others that have helped me here and popped that bubble of mine and my comfort zone I was in all along in this rode with my train wreck and all. I Want to say a huge thank you! Hugs and smiles all the way.  Like that someone special told me "Your a moth..you will be a butterfly very soon someday but you will, it's okay it happens everyday it's going to be okay, it will only get better from here"-someone special Thank you I love you so much! Thank you all so very much!